This is me
I felt a little compelled to write this after going back and forth with someone namde Rob on several other posts here on the site. He said that Kurt Wild is married and has a family. I responded that he has no clue the type of life I live, so I've decided to give you all the run down on what exactly I'm doing right now.
December 6th, 2008, I was living in Fort Lauderdale. I had appeared in the closing performence of Charles Busch's 'Psycho Beach Party' at the ARTSERVE Theatre along side of Matthew Rush and former National entertainer of the year Daisey Deadpettles. On the 7th, I packed my bags and left Florida behind for Music City USA, Nashville, Tennessee. I've been here ever since and have yet to return to Florida.
Don't get me wrong, I loved South Florida. There is no place on earth like it. I miss all my friends and the places down there. But I got so caught up in the entire "scene" down there. I lost sight of the things that were really important to me. I had lived in Nashville before I moved to Florida over a year ago. So, it was an easy choice when I needed somewhere to go. I made several trips to Nashville starting in October to look for a place to stay. I actually met someone while I was here, but I was torn between him and my boyfriend that I had in Florida.
Back in Florida, I continued to work in the funtabulous world of porn, all the while thinking about being somewhere else. Instead of leaving my heart in San Francisco, I left it in Nashville. If anyone writes a song like that I'm claiming I had the idea. I couldn't think straight and there were times when I wouldn't leave the house. I'm so glad I was cast for that play because I needed something to get my mind off of things. Is it bad I can quote that entire script and I use lines from it in my everyday life?
I visited Nashville a few more times before I officially moved here. That time I spent going back and forth only solidified my love for the man in Tenessee. I missed him while I was gone, and never wanted to let go while I was there. I will say, I untimately moved there for him.
We live with two other roommates in his house that he built. It's a nice place in east Nashville, just a few miles from downtown. After getting here, I sat down with my partner and had a serious conversation about my career choice. And even though I thought the day would never come, I gave up porn for him. I did it to make our lives together happier and healthier. I don't miss it that much. Only draw back is NO ONE in this city is hiring. I've had to resort to being a web cam model for my good friend Ricky Sinz. I'm making enough money for myself. I'm blessed to have met a person that has a six figure job that wants to share his blessings in life with me. I'm not here for his money, I didn't even know what he made until we talked about me quitting porn. Regardless, I still like to pay my way in life. As I've said before, no one has given me anything, and I'm not about to start letting that happen.
I'm happy here, aside for the single digit temperatures. I can honestly say that I wouldn't want to be anywhere else in the world right now...maybe in some country on the Equator lol.